This year, I celebrated Father’s Day (my 4th FD) in a different way. As it happened, Lindsey and I also needed to celebrate our 10th (!!) wedding anniversary so we spent the weekend together without kids. It was really special for us, but it also offered some time of reflection for me – as a dad, a man, a husband, a friend, and a United States citizen.
I think as a part of this, I have some new truths for me, and getting to that point has been one where I have mostly been quiet.
So now – I want to pose a question that I don’t know the answer to – but it’s been troubling me for some time.
Why do American’s think that empathetic compromise means that our foundation for truth is under attack?
Let’s look at this from both sides – as best we can.
First of all Black Lives Matter. I have needed to say that for some time. They matter because we have a system that was built without the foresight to see how America would grow and change. That system is unquestionably in favor of the white man over all others and unquestionably has served to keep the status quo for much of Black America. It’s also a system rooted in good intentions, I believe that. And good intentions can still exist in a way that hurts Black America. We HAVE to find a way to listen with open hearts, look within ourselves, and react in a way that is bold. The boldness should be in the form of institutional shifts in how we look at Black people across the board as well as within each of us and how we choose to react the next time we’re faced with racism, no matter how subtle.
Saying all of that does not mean:
- Black men and women are not capable of bettering their own lives – they need help
- The American Way knows no color and there are millions of stories to prove that, right? We like to put the onus on the Black community for not pulling themselves out of the mired challenges they face. People even go so far as to point to black-on-black crime as a “reason” that we don’t have a systematic issue with how we’re policing the African American community. We see one story of success and assume that can and should be the norm if people just gave enough of a shit. But that’s at the root of the issue. The work I had to do and have to do on a daily basis to be given the respect of peers, strangers, cops, teachers, bosses, etc. is nothing compared to that of my Black counterparts. I say all this because I am, for some reason, very sensitive to those African Americans who have overcome the burdens placed upon them to be pillars of the community. I don’t want the movement to undercut the enormous effort that took as I am coming to know the daily challenges more clearly through this process. Does that make sense? The point is, BLM does not mean Black Lives Need White People’s Help. Maybe someone can make a better sense of this for me.
- White men need to eliminate the privilege they’ve been given
- This isn’t about taking away opportunities afforded to white men, it’s about making sure the same opportunities exist equitably for men of color and women alike.
- Let us not assume that in order to build up others in our society that we need to cut down the pillar we’re standing on. We need to use this pillar for good. This is about building a truly equal pillar for each and every Black American to stand on right next to us. To do that, we need to start building now. If it means we have to get off our pillar to start building then that’s the kind of sacrifice that I believe takes guts and one we must make. But make no mistake, this is not a game of give and take.
- Police lives don’t matter.
- This is an important one for me.
- I believe that Black Lives Matter in the same way that I believe it’s harder to be a police officer today than it has ever been.
- I believe BLM in the same way that I believe that cops are not the problem, bad cops are the problem and that we do not currently have a system that holds them accountable. I believe that any good cop would agree.
- I believe BLM in the same way that I fear that any advancement in tactic, technique, or approach for policing will not be derived with the help of the very people upholding the laws (cops) because of the stigma that cops = bad. That could have long-lasting ramifications.
- I believe BLM in the same way that I think good cops are (and should be) pissed off.
- I believe BLM in the same way that I believe that good police officers don’t get the respect they deserve.
- It really bothers me – to my core – that the assumption is Blue or Black and that’s it. As if you can’t, with an intellectual approach to the problem, believe that we have to solve this at both ends.
- We HAVE to get to a point where cops are not villains, but the system they work in IS the villain. A system that doesn’t allow for accountability – so bad cops keep their jobs. A system that incarcerates people awaiting trial for periods of MONTHS/YEARS – and then asks those same people to respect the authority that placed them there.
- This is an important one for me.
- All lives don’t matter.
- This one is much tougher for me to even wrap my head around. We’ve all heard this described in a number of ways – but a few stick out to me:
- It’s like asking the fire department to be concerned that your house might catch fire someday while your neighbor’s home is fully engulfed.
- It’s like asking a shepherd to be concerned with the sheep who didn’t wander from the flock, rather than the one that did. (See Luke 15)
- I’m not religious, I just find it empowering to know that these things have been around for a long time and the solution is the same. Pursue those hurting. Period.
- It’s like not helping a friend in need because you might be in need some time in the future.
- As a society, we have to run hard after the Black community and surround them with listening ears, empathetic hearts, and an intellectual reaction that toes the line of risk-taking for the sake of what’s right.
- I ALSO believe, as a person who once thought the same thing, that many people who say things like “shouldn’t ALL lives matter?” are approaching the issue with two seemingly opposite influences:
- Influence 1: Love. I’m talking true, simple, from-your-grandma kind of love. I know that for me, reacting with ALM was so obvious because it was rooted in a real and true desire for everyone to be equal. We all need to remember that love – when pointed in the right direction is the same love we need to solve our issues. We can’t vilify the very kind of love that we need to celebrate. We need to educate and approach those people with the same level of empathy that is necessary to solve the BLM challenges.
- That’s a little reversal of the empathy card. We can’t assume that because someone reacts in a certain way that they are a card-carrying member of the KKK. The more we, as progressive problem chasers, vilify those who don’t yet understand the pain that lack of effort causes – the further we’ll be from the utopia we seek.
- Influence 2: Mis-informed Hate. Hate takes so many forms as I am continuing to learn. It’s easy to spot the cape and white hat – but much harder to spot the laissez-faire attitude toward the issues of today. This attitude is one that is often accompanied by misinformation or worse yet in today’s Facebook society – it’s accompanied by a well-meaning distraction.
- Example: People hate being lied to. As a result, you’ll see lots of people react with “gotcha” content that is meant to avoid the self-reflection that is necessary in these times. It’s as if we think that if we can just prove that a part of the story isn’t true – we won’t have to admit that our beloved country has some work to do.
- I saw two people react with “news” stories about how the noose that was placed in Bubba Watson’s NASCAR garage was actually either older or was something different entirely. AS IF THAT SHOULD UNDERCUT THE UNREAL AND WHOLLY POSITIVE SHIFT THAT IS HAPPENING WITH THE SPORT. Again, we’re so fired up about being lied to that we can’t see the bigger picture. NASCAR is working to rid itself of hate and things that stand for hate. That’s the point. But alas, we react to the misinformation in a way that is to say “Gotcha – I don’t have to evaluate how we can do better because the thing that you said was bad wasn’t actually that bad this time”.
- Example: People hate being lied to. As a result, you’ll see lots of people react with “gotcha” content that is meant to avoid the self-reflection that is necessary in these times. It’s as if we think that if we can just prove that a part of the story isn’t true – we won’t have to admit that our beloved country has some work to do.
- Influence 1: Love. I’m talking true, simple, from-your-grandma kind of love. I know that for me, reacting with ALM was so obvious because it was rooted in a real and true desire for everyone to be equal. We all need to remember that love – when pointed in the right direction is the same love we need to solve our issues. We can’t vilify the very kind of love that we need to celebrate. We need to educate and approach those people with the same level of empathy that is necessary to solve the BLM challenges.
- This one is much tougher for me to even wrap my head around. We’ve all heard this described in a number of ways – but a few stick out to me:
For now, I’ll probably keep listening. Persuing the new truth for myself. Believing that we have to run hard after the challenges we face as a society and that, without a doubt, the disparaging difference between life as a Black person and someone of any other race needs to be solved for with fervor.
I am sure that I’ll reflect more on this and change/add things as this grows. But I’ll leave this hear for now.